Words

I feel torn and weak.

like the muscles in my body wont move

i can’t shed anymore tears

i can’t yell or be mad anymore

all i feel now is a deep sense of loss and discomfort.

i feel like he just gave up after building everything up and tearing it down again and again 

i should have known, i should have saved my heart while i could’ve. but i was selfish, and i wanted him to still be mine.

“I will mourn the loss of thousands of precious lives, but I will not rejoice in the death of one, not even an enemy. Returning hate for hate multiplies hate, adding deeper darkness to a night already devoid of stars. Darkness cannot drive out darkness: only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate, only love can do that.”
— ~Martin Luther King Jr