I feel torn and weak.
like the muscles in my body wont move
i can’t shed anymore tears
i can’t yell or be mad anymore
all i feel now is a deep sense of loss and discomfort.
i feel like he just gave up after building everything up and tearing it down again and again
i should have known, i should have saved my heart while i could’ve. but i was selfish, and i wanted him to still be mine.