"You know before you know it summer is going to be over and you wont have a job."
Yeah thanks for reminding me dad. Really, thanks so much.
He has no idea how bad I feel about myself because I don’t have a job. That I am 19 years old and have never even had one. Thanks a lot man.
And hes sitting there thinking that I don’t care. That I like living off of my parents, that I like not being able to do much with friends because I can’t pay to do things without asking dear old mom and dad for money.
I also don’t think hes taking into account that I am applying and calling.
High school sucked for me, and I never really realized how many people could have been there if I opened up a little more. This year I’ve been closer to my classmates than I have been any other year, and now its being snatched away.
I feel lost honestly.
I had to say goodbye to my skating family in May
My choir family today
and my senior class today.
All on my birthday. Its been a great, but a really emotionally straining day. I just can’t stop crying.
It doesn’t help that my mom, practically my best friend, knows i’m really upset and can only seem to talk about her sewing pattern that sucks.
Thanks for asking about my day mom, and comforting me. :(