April 2010
6 posts
Fear.
I will never let myself live my life for I fear to much.
I am afraid to love.
I am afraid to really try for something I want.
I fear failure, and hurt.
I am human, for I fear what I can control.
Forget
I talk about the past because I am afraid to forget. Memories are something that shouldn’t be forgotten Embarrassing, sad, fun, etc.
“I believe in God like I believe in the sun, not because I can see it, but...”
– C.S Lewis
Close Your Eyes. What Do You See?
Listening to Here Without You by 3 doors down, and reading the first letter my first boyfriend ever wrote me. I closed my eyes and for a second, I was home, and in my old room in the house on Dupont Ave. N. My desk in the corner, my bed with the head board against the wall. The dresser against the wall next to the window that looked out to the driveway. the wall that was slanted and made the...
Letters and Poems
I just read a poem someone gave me a long time ago for my birthday.
Everything on it was perfect.
The words were sweet thoughtful and loving, the drawings were his own style and amazing, the cursive was beautiful, even the alignment was perfect.
There was only one mistake. Rough isn’t spelled ruff. XD Thats a reason why I loved (still do just not the same way :P ) him. Hahahaha,...
Late Nights
I have recently learned that I should not allow myself to stay up really late. For I find myself getting really depressed about my future, and my brain telling me that I am not going to get into a good College.
